Illusion and the Truth….

Illusion and the Truth….

Why is water transparent?
Why is the sky blue?
Why everything that’s good has to go away?
Why does time exist?

Water is transparent because we can see thru it.
Sky looks good in blue, hence its blue.
Everything good has to go away because only then we realize its value.
Time exists else your life will be stagnant.

Had water been not transparent then we would have never known how would if it were not transparent.
Not everything that’s good happens.
Sometimes even after you realize, they go away.
Time flies and makes your life stagnant.

I know I am so very not good when I am in my philosophical boots.

For the past few weeks now I have been so lost and confused that everything looked so hazy, the grey cells had stopped responding to give me answers to my questions. But now so do I realize I was disturbing so many people around me that now I have given up to fate.

I don’t know what’s more difficult, is it more difficult to do things that you don’t believe and still do for you think it might work or is it more difficult not to be able to do those things that you have always believed but still cant do.

In the last couple of days I have been praying a lot (I don’t believe in doing that), praying for so many things that even god must be very confused by now on what I really want. But since he is the god he would have understood what I want. On the other hand I tried my best to keep things under control but in vain. Its so painful just like a bullet thru your head when you are a reason for tears in the eyes of a person for whom you care so much that all other things are minuscule in front of it. When you are so helpless that you have to push your lungs to breath.

But somehow I realize when you have so little control over fate you don’t have a much of option to do anything other than act so stupid as if you have lost your mind. The whole point is if you cant make them happy, the least you could do is not to make them cry.

Also in the past few days I have realized time is all fake, be it four months or more it doesn’t matter. If things have to happen they not even take second to happen and if it doesn’t have to happen the eternity will fall short for it.

I don’t know if there is any fairytale story which has a sad end, but I certainly wish that this one ends on a happy note for it’s just like as in fairy tale.

Mood: :(

Song: When you say nothing at all....@NottingHill